On a good note
I finally get to see my old friends tonight<3
Everything in my life the last 7 months has completely changed, in both good and bad ways. But lately everything has been falling apart. That being said, i’m just ready to meet my baby boy. The doctor says hes going to be here much sooner than later, which is both scary and exciting. I’m scared to do this on my own, but i know i can. Iv grown up so fast and really have learned a lot, but there are still so many things i wish i had the answers to. The one thing i ever wanted out of all of this when i found out i was pregnant was to finally have a real family, and not only that but to know Dominic would grow up knowing what a real family should be like. And you took that away. Iv been trying to deal with this as calm as i possibly can but i cant help but be completely livid with you. It’s amazing how in just a few weeks someone can really show all their true colors. 9 months ago when you told me i had growing up to do, you were right. But for you to make the choices/act the way you are now, and still tell me I’m the one with growing up to do after all the things I’v bettered, really puts me on the floor. I wish you would just look in the mirror and actually think about everything going on instead of running away from it like you said you wouldn’t. And thinking about someone else’s feelings besides your own for once would be nice too.
